11.12.04
happy..?? proud..??
long time no blog..was bz in camp..lotsa tings had happened..to da extent tat makes me tink tat clts nw a days...haiz..i really dunno wat to say...ego mite be jus da word
those who went ssc...guess u guys know wat happened..be it within ourselves or others..nt say tat i really dun care wat others say abt me..as long as da camp run smoothly n da cadets get wat they deserve/want...carry on..call me names...as long as i know who i am...n i know wat i am doing...sometimes..nt everyting i do mite be rite..but at least i know i got da courage to admit my mistake n learn from it..but do they haf..? at least i learn from my mistake..but do they really listen to wat we say...? do i really abuse my rank..? i can tell u..i dun tink so...from wat i know i nv abuse my rank..be it as a clt or a senior..dun come n judge me when u dun even know me..or rather work wif me closely...being a clt u haf to look at a bigger picture..so stop being so childish...im nt refering to da whole batch..jus those who r egoistic [dun really noe hw to spell]..
went for clt coz...hmz...almost wanna cry wan i see them pass out..dunno whether to be proud of them or nt..but i can tell u during da coz im sure somehw or wat...most of them do their best...n tried to learn or gain someting from da coz...be it being a leader or wat..jus hope they'll be better...n dun let da other clts prove them rite tat they cmi...i believe some does...n can become a gd clts..im somewat or other proud of u guys..especially my syn..syn2...wat i can see is at least they're more unity than other syndicates...let's hope it'll stay tat way...=)
oh well..there's jus too much tings to say...but im jus too lazy/tired to type...ciaoz..
sch gonna stay on mon.....................................................=~(
Posted by dotsux at 12/11/2004 01:47:00 am